I normally don't apologize for much. I say what I mean, and I mean what I say. But in this situation, I feel like it is necessary.
A day ago I wrote a blog about being ignorant and closed minded. While I still stand by what I said, I think I went about it in the wrong way. I apologize to the person that it was directed towards. I know that we have had our differences (more differences than similarities unfortunately) and things have yet to take off with a friendship that we may or may not have. However, if you are willing, I feel like we can figure something out. This constant bickering that we both do (I am to blame as well, so don't think I am directing it just towards you) is hurting someone that we both care about deeply. So I feel that we need to do this for him. At least give it a shot. If we don't get along, then so be it. But at least if we fail, we gave it a try. Now I'm not saying that we need to go out and be lifelong friends, but it will help everyone in this situation.
I made a lot of mistakes these past few months. One of which you think is cheating. I'm not going to try and defend myself and say that what I did wasn't cheating, because we are all entitled to our own opinion. But it was agreed that if I did what I was asked and admit the things I have done to the people it involved, I would be given a chance to be forgiven. I have done what was asked of me and I am waiting for forgiveness. I didn't expect things to be perfect right away, but I feel like there is still some unnecessary tension between the two of us that should/could be taken care of if we both talk it out.
So I apologize for the things I said, did, implied or didn't do correctly. I am willing to put aside our differences and work something out. Even if it is a civil conversation about how to get along, anything will help. I hate being the bad guy in a situation, but I feel like I am the reason all of this is happening. If I would have been a grown-up between the months of November and December, this probably wouldn't be as big of an issue (or even an issue at all). You may or may not agree to this and you may have been laughing through this entire post thinking I'm pathetic, which I kind of am. But I feel like we can both start over and get on the same page with everything. If you agree to this, and are willing to work something out, you know how to get in contact with me.
-krh
